a friend said to me that i think too maturely for a 19 year old. i would probably have to agree. we were talkng about the dating scene. girls think its weird for me to date an asian girl, pref. chinese, before a white girl. im proud of my heritage, and i would want my children to have the same pride. although its just a name, its something that ( Read more... )

This has got to be the longest entry i've ever done, and im tired and still have to take a shower. but i went to a bball game tonite, and the joyful memories come flooding back. im still having problems kole, but you have moved on, and you're happy. and i am happy for you, but my heart wont let go ( Read more... )

In two days ( Read more... )

I hate emotions and how they drive me into being different people. I cannot tell if I am depressed, or just don't want to face the reality. For four years in high school, I never had a great girl friend, and within the last four months, I feel like I have two of my best friends, both being girls. Never have so many emotions been involved. I cannot ( Read more... )

No one can make me cry ( Read more... )

Frustration sets in with every passing moment. It reminds me of the bond of words in today's society, absolutely nothing. In a world full of deceit and distrust, there is only a select group that will stay true to their words. I only hope that people consider me to be a member, though I understand that I have flaws.

I am an emotional writer, and ( Read more... )

For the first time, I have known someone personally who lost everything in New Orleans. Leaving everything in his house, he picked up what he could, loaded it onto a bus, and was shipped to Fayetteville. With no family to take him in, he sits alone in his empty apartment, searching for a sense of belonging ( Read more... )

So I got bored today, and I did something that I guess was good. I donated plasma, well kind of. It took about 2 hours for the procedures, which mostly consisted of tests to see if my blood was in good shape. I was paid 30 dollars for my effort, and I will be doing it again on Friday. The process is not that bad, but its boring. I did not have to ( Read more... )

25 days.
this time I was only on the verge of tears.
"it's worth that's lost, just to see you smile."

PENGUINS!!! I love penguins!!!


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