my life is so pathedic at times

its highly ironic i say i dont give a shit of what other people think yet i let those same people dictate what i do.
Honestaly i cant be with who i want, not like i could anyway. i cant do what i want its all so ironic.

who the hell am i kidding im a wreck and its only a matter of time....

 what a bitch.

 sometimes i wonder how i can be so nieve ( Read more... )

i love how pathedic my life can be at times

im gournded until further notice wow this sucks.

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things and feelings that i dont want keep comming into play
i need a change of some sort
im also a little confused

Courage: being scared to death but doing it anyway ( Read more... )

so me and jenna broke up on wednesday, she decided she wants to join the army.
She was going to wait for a while but she told me today she was supposed to leave in 3 to 4 weeks.
wow how i hate my life right now