you frustrate me beyond all belief. i dont know what you want from me anymore. i feel like your playing games with my emotions. one minute its i love you and i want to be with you and the next its you want nohting to do with me and u turn off your feelings for me. im sorry but you cant just turn off feelings for someone.  my feelings got lost ( Read more... )

im in love with her...still...

im in love with her i always have been and i probably always will be and it drives me nuts. it makes it hard for me to focus or even think correctly. damn.

Its never been like this before ive never been so happy before in my life.
I love you Baby

way to go genius. you managed to do it again.

im not too sure how to feel about this.

I dont even know how to feel anymore

this is harder than i thought. but i missed her so much. i want her home but i know thats not ever going to happen.

Its funny how day to day nothing changed but when you look back everything is different ( Read more... )

This is the worst feeling. Losing a bestfriend. Fuck i miss her and i want her home. Her not being here makes me sick to my stomach. I catch myself wondering what shes doing then i remember that shes at basic. 9 weeks is so fucking long. Wow im not handling this as well as i thought i was going to. I just want her home ( Read more... )