Sunlight shining through my window lets me know that I'm still alive.

[backtokansas]

Dear journal & everyone else who actually reads this

Comments

Hold on if you feel like letting go, hold on it gets better than you know

[______jess]

Reading that absolutely tore my heart apart. That was the saddest entry I think you have ever written. Tack, I don't know what to tell you. There isn't much I, or anyone for that matter, can tell you. What you're going through is tough. You may feel sad, alone and unwanted and there isn't much that you can do to conqure that feeling. I want to help you. I want you to know that I want to help you. But I think we should be realistic here. I can't help you. What more can I do then tell you over and over that I'm here for you, that you can talk to me about anything and everything. That's not enough, I know it's not. You need to know that you're one amazing girl, and that you're loved so much by so many people. You're one of the last people on this planet that deserves to feel this way. Look, I know you think I'm the most unintelligent person in the world, but I'm semi-good with stuff like this; mainly because I've been down this exact road you're on before. I'd say write things down, but you do. I'd say try talking to a friend, but you've

Tell it to my face, or have I been erased?

[backtokansas]

Jessica,
There's two problems with that.

One of them is how will I convince my parents that something is so wrong with me that I need professional pshycological help. Knowing then they'd do nothing about it because, its not that they're bad parents, but because they don't notice me being down. To them, my pessimisticness is normal. Nothing wrong.

Number two is I'm too stubborn to share my feelings with ANYONE. Yes, I know, it'd help. I don't even know what's wrong with me. Its just depression. I don't know.

Thanks for your concern. I love you.

Re: Tell it to my face, or have I been erased?

[______jess]

Bullshit. Bullshit. Bullshit. I don't frankly care what is normal to them. If you don't confront them, or if you're having a hard time confronting them. Then I will. You need this. I'm not letting this go by easy anymore. Stubborn or not you still need help, and if I have anything to do with it, you're getting it.

-Jess

[r0mantica]

aww... everyone's all depressed lately; it's making me feel horrible.
i'm sorry about your breakup... i'm not sure what i can say, because "life goes on" makes me sound really insensitive. but things will ALWAYS get better.
feel better :)

[ohh_shitt]

wow. theres so much to say..i just dont know where to start

[backtokansas]

Jaime Damato. I love you so much. Thank you for tonight and for this. You make my heart melt.

You are beautiful.

[ohh_shitt]

Your so gay, just shut up already.

[ohh_shitt]

I agree. You just want people to feel sorry for you.

i love you

[cameronlovessam]

anything i can ever do for you im always here especially if nobody else is

Make new friends, but keep the old. One is silver and the other gold.

[anonymous]

I think it's your fault for everyone getting distant. You get new friends and just forget about the old ones. How about actually trying to communicate with them and hang out with them and while in the process of hanging out with them not ditching them every time you see someone else. You might feel better about yourself if you hung out with the friends that really know you well rather then the ones you just hang out with at the mall and talk to online.

[backtokansas]

Hmm. I try. I really do.

Trying harder. Not really helping.

I actually care, whereas they probably forgot I existed.

Thank-you for your input. 'Tis greatly appreciated.

[anonymous]

It upsets me how other people respond and your all like I love you and what not but if I say somethign to cheer you up you don't do that, and lately you seem like we just met and barely know eachother, it upsets me

[backtokansas]

..Who are you, child?

I'd really like to know :/