i like when people leave and i find a note in my room somewhere.
especially the note denise left on my door.

"MRS HABER:
KATIE AND STEVEN MADE OUT IN HERE A LOT"

it's so nice that i'm sick on christmas break.
my chest hurts like a bitch every time i breathe in.
and i can't breathe through my nose.
looks like i'm going to drink tea & watch movies all night.
this was pretty much an update for no reason.

( another fucking rant, don't read it )

She thought it would be fun to try photography
She thought it would be fun to try pornography
She thought it would be fun to try most anything
She was tired of sleepingi so got a mini pink ipod for christmas ( Read more... )

you know what ( Read more... )

I was so paranoid last night. I felt like something was out to get me; a force of some kind. I started panicking. Impending doom is probably the scariest feeling I've ever felt in my life. I feel so detached from everything. Like I'm just floating, in my own mental state. I can't even articulate anything and it's so incredibly frustrating. I wish ( Read more... )

i should be getting ready to go.
but i'm doing this and procrastinating.
even though i'm already like an hour late.

my dreams have started to reflect my thoughts.
they usually don't really make sense to me.
but they've been so realistic lately.
i can never tell if they're real or not.

k sorry for being pointless!

once you realize that the only constant is change,
you have a shot at keeping up,
instead of coming in late with the right answer

bonfire tonight.
should be lots of fun.
so i haven't even started my christmas shopping.
i suck at life.

a bunch of people came over last night to go caroling ( Read more... )

is it always going to be like this?

i just don't know if i can handle it anymore.