i never post in this thing anymore. I think about the things that are on my mind and i keep them there. writing is only therapeutic when its convenient. when i look back on my entries i roll my eyes and wonder why i didnt just get over it sooner. why there is an entire entry in this thing devoted to it. instead of going outside and being active, i ( Read more... )

I think that its funny that everytime i look at this thing I think that I should really write something. Then when I do write something its usually a long explanation of what has been going on in my life since the last entry. But who am I updating? Myself? just so that I wont forget? I should write about right now, whats going on that I need to ( Read more... )

so lately ive been trying to get my life back on track, trying to organize prioritize and just figure things out. ive been spending less time out and more time stressing. im slowly getting myself back though i think, things have been going upwards and for that i am glad. im almost back

so i guess that it is my turn to follow suit and post in my livejournal, although it fails to hold the same sense of accomplishment and relief for me. im excited for the new year, last year seemed to be horrific for me and everyone i surround myself with. hopefully this year will meet its expectations. i have few for the actual year 2007, the early ( Read more... )

ideas, memories, thoughts, emotions, floating around my head trapped, lacking an escape.

I would tell you, I swear I would tell you the next time you asked, every time you asked if i knew how to put it all into words.

so im tired of it. very tired of it. frustratingly tired of it. I dont DO things that i dont like, or that arent fun. Im letting go. whatever happens happens ( Read more... )

things are starting to look up again, except for the fact aht i havent been going to class. oops. maybe tomorrow. haha at some point i will kick that into gear ( Read more... )

parking at ric SUCKS. and everyone is just trying to find a place so accidents are in abundance. i was close more than a few times today ( Read more... )

I am miserable. again. I can feel my mood and motivation slipping. not good.

in other news, mod podge is the greatest. anyone who doesnt have it should definately invest in a bottle.

I started a new journal kinda thing. the other notebook i have is very diaryesque. this one is most definately more of a journal.

that is all.

So I have been slowly falling off the tracks this week. Hopefully I will be able to completely get back on though. Im still on task with my schoolwork I just dont have a whole lot of motivation anymore. And I feel like I am getting sick which sucks. Plus I have one of the fingers on my left hand bandaged because i somehow managed to lose a chunk of ( Read more... )