here comes the stress again

dang the end of the year

POOP

well for all of those that missed it, we blew all the other bands away.

i mess up on one song but nobody noticed if they didnt know the song and my solos made my mom and dad cry.

they said that i sounded like a pro, and in fact i am because i am going to college for this crap

everyone in the crowd said that our band was the best and for our size of a ( Read more... )

I am having my first Jazz Combo Concert on tuesday

holy crap i am scared but not really  ,if that makes sense

well if anyone wants to come it is tuesday april 4th around 7:00

if it gets bumped up i leave a post

and also i am the only horn so i solo on every song

heck yes

but anyway

things are good i just hope this dang concert does not screw things up

I

made

it

i

made

it

the

school

of

music

so i guess this means that i wont have to change my major

yes this is a great  great feeling

but now i know i wont be making the big bucks

just that good old alabama tearchers pay

i am going to change my major  no i am not yes i am no i am not yes i am

well why am i auditioning again,  so i can tell that bastard professior i made it and then i quit

well today is a sad and depressing day. its even worse when you stay up till 5:00 am doing a essay.

i was lonely all day. it was so empty on campus today, as if everyone just got up and went somewhere cool and left me. i miss having that person on days like this. but hell its only one day right next day will be worse because of a listening quiz.

the ( Read more... )

Well this is fun. i get to write another essay.

i need help both phsyical and mental

yup

all nighter here i come.

if anyone wants to call me, go ahead and dont worry about what time it is because  wont be asleep 

well i just got done with my piano quiz and my psyhc exam and my theroy homework.

now i have to practice my horn, write a six page essay for english, worry about how bad i am going to suck up jazz combo, study for my music and world cultures test, go through a short mental break down, stay up all night thinking about people, wish i wasnt born, ( Read more... )

SHIT

sorry