Things are so weird. Bad timing. Well not really. As good as any time i suppose. I really can't be trusted in certain situation. But I'm well aware of everything. I'm not sorry. And for that i suppose i should feel bad. But i feel safe in it all, so im just not sorry. But i will never lie. Information is the best knowledge. Two jobs are killing me ( Read more... )

Some games are never actually meant to be played. More to just tempt you, and build you up, and if you just grace that line with your presence all will remain good, but you step over the line, you see you are playing a game definatly not meant for you. And no matter how much you cheat, and build plans, it wont work. One apporach is to give it up ( Read more... )

i'm the queen of poise and rationality, when i want to be, and that includes right now. I even have the posture, and the smile ( Read more... )

Well i think my source of coping has finally hit its barrier. I can no longer write to solve, becuase lately its only caused me the worse problems that i can encounter at this moment. Well at least the worse things that I can encounter as a 16 year old girl, who lives in Elyria, and is living my life, and in that case, i have created my own hell. ( Read more... )

We were living an eccentric life. Life the way we wanted it, how life should be, how we should feel. It was a taste of freedom, and what we could have in our futures. If i could take what i have, and almost have right now, and in those ten days and fast forward a year a little in the future, i think i would probably be the happiest girl around.

So ( Read more... )

Some where in between red dresses, hoe's, skipping school, the unwillingly willing, smiles, laughs, music, memories, i really realized that ( Read more... )

Well its been one weekend of quite the adventure ( Read more... )

I'm scared.

I realized some things. Haha, its been a month for growing up. But i fear that the next week shall be a battle all its own, that's why Raeann and i are bonding together, because we are invincible together. Nothing can touch us ( Read more... )

Lessons Learned

1. Always surround yourself with people who will tell you what they think, and the honest truth how they see it weather its what you need or want to hear or not.

2. Trust people unless proven otherwise.

3. Be open to someone, you're honesty and outwardly respect will only make your bond stronger.
4. When an idea comes to your mind, ( Read more... )