There was this seminar today about how we all wear masks, and no one is quite how they seem. And like i know i do it. I'll be the first to admit it, but i play it cool for reasons that are far more important. I mean, i know i care too much, thats a huge reason that i play it cool. Other people's happiness, im not going to rain on their pareades, ( Read more... )

Buses Heavy Object Bridges ( Read more... )

I'm running low on everything.

HairSpray
Powder
Music
Money
Hope
Patience
Clothes
Trust
Beliefs
Lip Gloss
Purfume
Gum
Money
Gas
Books
Confidence
Honor
Power
Truth
Pizza Rolls
Choices

Everything is so messed up. Stupid L n R, i just dont understand that. My dad leaves in a week and is going to be gone for three weeks to give this NC thing a test ( Read more... )

The seams have come undone, and yet i am still over flowing with words, and thoughts, things i want to say, things i'll never say, and things i curse myself for ever letting myself materialize ( Read more... )

Well, fate called.

i have to give up.

there is nothing.

The clock has ran.

It takes two to try.

And i am only one.

I'm done.

Hit or miss.

This time i missed.

But i learned.

And im still here.

And like i preach.

I will be happy for him, for her.

This wasnt for me.

Not for me.

Im happy.

Friendship is still first.

I ( Read more... )

Well hmm, lets try honesty ( Read more... )

This will be a recurring journal entry, whenever I come up with another resolution, or great quote, or random words of wisdom. You got something to add, tell me, maybe it will be one of those life lessons.

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Things I've learned from lyrics:*:

** "Don't put off breaking up when you know you want to
Prolonging the situation only ( Read more... )

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 66% Stability |||||||||||| 50% Orderliness |||||||||||||| 53% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 63% Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 63% Intellectual |||| 16% Mystical |||||| 23% Artistic |||||||||||||||| 63% Religious || 10% Hedonism |||||||||||| 43% ( Read more... )

The more thought I put into it, the more I think that love isn’t just an instant spark, or a knowing. I think you can only tell that its love a long time after you first say “I love you”. Those first months are bliss, you forget everything, the grass is perfectly green. No one has a single flaw, except those of your past, you live inside your own ( Read more... )

it takes a lot to make people see how lucky they are, well maybe not so much. It takes that certain look, time, person, ocassion, mood, article of clothing, simple smile, or pair of eyes, for someone to realize it, and i guess that all is a lot to ask for ( Read more... )