What hurts the most is being so close...

Aug 30, 2006 22:37

My gut and my heart are pulling me one way; my head and all the doubts and fears are anchoring me here ( Read more... )

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Oh, I love when you update LJ! tristaleela July 30 2006, 22:01:37 UTC
It's really hard when we have those expectations of something.

The saying "you can never go home again" for example, reminds me of your situation. There is truth in that, becuase home is not the same as it was to us when we were in first grade, and we will never recreate the magic we made. Every instant of our lives, every moment, is special and cannot be recreated. That summer you spent at the ranch was amazing for you, and the high of the first time is always what people are trying to reach, but it's not always attainable.

However, what if it is? We'll never know if we don't try. I think you should go looking for that feeling, give things a shot. Don't be afraid to step outside of the norm, or step off your paved path. I think you should just follow your heart, and leave the what-if's at the door.

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not really anonymous anonymous September 22 2006, 02:59:22 UTC
You left a part of yourself there, it calls to you and I hear it too. Listen to your soul as it speaks, it has no fear. The mind plays tricks, weakens your will, but the soul-it is true. You can't breath here, I know that. If you become a bird, I will become a tree.... Love, Mom

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