Time is a crazy thing. Something I have ver much of and very little of all at the same time. Sometimes its our friend, at times it's our enemy. At this exact moment in my life; it's both. I'm impatient, awaitng graduation, our wedding, moving away, starting a life. I'm also dreading the wedding, the showers, blah blah blah blah blah getting dressed ( Read more... )

So, there is only one year and six months until our wedding. We're very aware of that. There is a lot assocaited with a wedding; showers, bachelor(ette) parties, rehearsal dinners, the actualy wedding itself, and the honeymoon of course-all of which we want to look good for you know. This is the best time in your life and you want to feel your best ( Read more... )

The biopsy results didn't come back either negative or positive, the tissue was dead tissue so they couldn't get anything from it. They have been doing all kinds of bone tests and heart testes and stuff and everything has come back good, except they found he has a blood clot in both lungs now. Anyways, so Dad had a four hour surgery yesterday, they ( Read more... )

October 30th,2006 was the last time my life was normal. On Halloween dad went to the ER and was having trouble breathing. Today, we're 95% sure his cancer is back. There is a growing mass between his spine/lungs/heart that is pinching off part of his trachea and a part of the heart. It needs to be taken care of asap. He is really sick, and this is ( Read more... )

I'm writing because I just feel like it. I'm bored, and I should do homework, but I really don't have that much. It's been a good semester, all in all! I feel like one of the lucikest people alive. I can't ever look back and say "I NEVER have any luck and I'm ALWAYS getting screwed over" Because right now at this moment, things are wonderful. I am ( Read more... )

Well, as most of you know Cody and I are cheperoning Natural Helpers. We THOUGHT It was last weekend, and showed up there, and waited and waited and waited and finally called Hanson and found out. So, that just made things even more chaotic because I have an exam on this Friday and I had to pray to GOD he'd let me move it. He did, thank goodness.

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So, I totally haven't updated in like a bazillion years, ok a few months, but still. Anyways, nothing new. I LOVE my new classes/new major. I'm sooo soooo soo relieved to be out of education, thats totally too stuffy/formal for me. I want more freedom, and I want to use my skills and instincts rather than teach from a book/set of standards and ( Read more... )

There's something so surreal about finding your wedding dress, THE dress, the dress a lot of girls dream about. I was never really one of those girls,in fact up until I met Cody I NEVER EVER wanted to get married EVER. But, today Viv and I went to the Bridal Shop and as usual they had dresses all baged up in those sticky plastic body bags and they ( Read more... )

I am starting college over, completley as a Freshman this semester. Almost everything I've done in the past two years has been a waste. But I too have come to the conclusion that I do not want to teach and having a teaching degree is worthless to me. So, why finish it?

I changed my major again. For good this time, I swear... my new major is Youth, ( Read more... )

I have come to the realization that I do NOT want to teach. I want to counsel, and I'm 100% sure about that. I thought I wanted to teach, but in reality it's the special times with the students when they need me to help them that I like, and sometimes I try to help too much. In my job, I love it when my students are freaking out or there is drama ( Read more... )