just a quick note, just got ear pierced again nd it looks pretty cool, o nd im sittin next to this really fit lass she has gorgeous legs just wish i can see more lol

i think ive died nd gone to heaven lol, i step outside nd theres all these lovely ladies wearin short tops nd mini skirts yummy! nd i cant help but to look nd god does it look good. its a nice beautiful day nd yet i gotta work in a bloody kitchen 2day, but i guess il just take a walk in the park nd look at the women lol!

i feel so bloody angry, cos this girl sorry lady is fed up with my rudeness etc nd she wants to not here the rude stuff ne more, its like she wants me to change, but i guess if tht makes her happy then i gotta do it. but to be honest i dnt have a clue on who i am ne more cos it feels like other people have been takin ova me nd runnin me when i have ( Read more... )

i feel like i have let every one down cos i promised people that id eat nd everythin but yet again last nite i passed out nd i just feel like a failure, im sorry to everyone tht i promised i tryed ( Read more... )

I cant really remember my weekend i got so hammered on sat nite nd it felt really good i havent been tht drunk in a very long time nd i think i said some wrong things to people but ohwell! lets see i also found out tht my mum mite be movin down south soon with her boyfriend to help his buisness nd aparantly there be up her on weekend but i get the ( Read more... )

Uuuuuuuummmmmmmmmmmmmm lets see i get £200 today wooohoooo finnally i have money nd i have earnt it.
I miss becky!
mum thinks im on drugs so shes takin me to the doctors to see if its true wot a fuckin loser- i aint on drugs i just dnt eat! thats bout all i got to say, sorry tht its short

ok i no my diary entries have been dull for people to read so im startin a fresh startin now my diary not gonna have depressin things in unless i really must ( Read more... )

Crawling in my skin ( Read more... )

Its my birthday today oh the joy. i knew that i wasnt gonna get ne fin 4my bday nd i was rite i got niente, ohwell i guess 17 isnt that important. im feelin very dull about it!!!!!!!

wot a crappy weekend, i got home fri nd mum was asleep s i sneeked in, it also didnt help cos i was a bit drunk ooooooppppsssss *SHRUGS*, then all weekend mum didnt say 1word to me i was expecting a rite bolluckin but niente it is scary shes not even talkin to me. part from tht i feel ok bit frisky but thts just cos a girl touched my weak spot by ( Read more... )