Especially when the person who you are in love with has a crazy family ( Read more... )

Ok ... So this is something that I found a long time ago. And ever since then I have been doing it and redoing it every so often. It's a really healthy release ... And lord knows I can use all the healthy release that I can get.


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So like I said in my last entry ... Life is good. Stressful but for the most part it's quite nice right now. I mean financial things are slowly looking up ... Things with me and Kayla are great as ever ... My life's slowly falling into pieces. But there's one thing that is sort of causing confusing and frustration in my life ( Read more... )

Well to say the least they have been like a roller coaster. I mean for the majority, I have been completely happy in general ... I mean I have my baby back ... I have alot to be happy about ... Her mom is learning to accept it, we love each other more than ever, we're making plans for the future and all of that good stuff. It's just that little ( Read more... )

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Lately, for some odd reason, I have been thinking about men a lot. Mostly about how they have been nothing but a huge disappointment in my life and done nothing but screw me over. Well I can't really say that about every man that's been in my life, but I can for the vast majority. And it got me thinking ...


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A this time yesterday, I was sitting in a circle with my closest friends from high school. It was (In this exact order.) Jessica, Me, Trevor, Elizabeth, Emily, Ashley, Cari and Jamie. But unfortunately, it was tragedy that brought us all back together. Jessica & Elizabeth, two girls who are pretty much my sisters, lost their grandmother somewhat ( Read more... )

Wow. That about sums up everything that has happened since I last actually posted. So much has happened ... And I mean I realize that it has been a few months ... But really, alot of stuff has gone down. I guess I'll give you a quick walk-through of the past few months. And by "quick" I mean as quickly as I can ( Read more... )

Indeed life is good right now. I mean I still don't have job or anything and I'm still not going to school but I'm working on stuff. Mostly myself. Trying to figure out who I really am and what I really want to do in life and such. I haven't really figured out all that much but at the same time I guess I have figure out a lot. I don't know much ( Read more... )

So Friday night was Homecoming. It was ... Hmm ... What's the word I'm looking for? Ah yes, great. It was great. Not as great as last year mind you. No night will ever be that great. But it's defnitely in a secure 2nd place. I got to see alot of great people who I haven't seen in a long while. I got to see my little Ashley. Got to give her a gift. ( Read more... )