i have writers block. this used to be easy. help.

keep wishing the phone would ring and you'd be on the other end.. all i hear is the dial tone. and i'm wishing we could atleast be friends. i listen to those sad songs and make this into so much more. a melodrama in my mind that hits me hard and knocks me down. my heart is breaking with every word i don't hear.

 in the face of regret what would you say.. when confronted with your past how could you possibly put it into words that the person who's asking could understand. when the person who's asking is throwing it in your face. how can you explain, justify, apologize for, or even compare it to anything in terms that would condone it? could you? i can't.. ( Read more... )

She kisses everyone goodbye ( Read more... )

so the violet ave show was kind of, well, a dissapointment? i mean i had fun, but first of all.. the "bouncer" or whatever tried to get lippy with me. and then ya know i started bitching.. so he kicked me out. and then i was outside and i saw scott fabia. hah, i haven't seen him since i was in 9th grade. him, andrew ignaffo and that whole little ( Read more... )

hmm okay.. soooo STRIKE THREE.. looks like i'm out, unless ofcourse i certain someone proves to have nobler intentions then all the rest, in which case.. the game is on.

going to cranell tomorrow.. violet ave is playing. everyone should go show them some support!

tomorrow is guna be a serious blast for me. =) i finally have off work cause ya know, ( Read more... )

( cause ya know, i ALWAYS steal surveys from sara )

( i still taste you, thus reserve my right to HATE you )

so rly, what's the fuckin' point. i'm in it for me now.. fuck everyone. fuckkkk everyone. yeah that's right.. and yeah.. that DOES include YOU.

peace peace.

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