Another turning point ( Read more... )

just kidding = )

i will though, dont worry

well little as i know it, things are actually turing back around for me for once. i got a new amp for my guitar yesterday as an early xmas present, so now when i sit at home, i actually have something to do. and then i get a call at around 730 or somethin and it was tucker, and well, ya know how i only got a 79% on my EMT final. . wellllllll, i ( Read more... )

so this is it. . .this is what it all comes down to. today i really sat down and thought to myself. . wow, i really have nothing in my life. i have a family, very few friends that wanna actually do somethin sometimes. the only people i say are my friends are manees and warner. all the other people are just, people that i know, besides tucker, ive ( Read more... )

so what happens when you lose your bestfriend? do you go on like nothing happend like she seems to be doing. . .or what. . .all i wanted was a friend outta this but she made it quite clear that it wouldnt happen. i would say, i just want a friend outta this, then her excuse, well, i dont want a boyfriend. .its like, wtf, i didnt say nothing about ( Read more... )

so i gots a few things to say now. . .obviously one topic is about this. . .girl i know, so lets just start off like this. . .you tell someone you love them adn they mean it. . .its a good feeling to konw somebody loves you, right? then shit happens and she says "ill never stop loving you" which is really heart warming. but then, 4 days later she ( Read more... )

today was weird, ill just say that. . weird in a good way and weird in a bad way. . .first off, the past few days have been just, well. . .not good, at all, but whats done is done and i wish i could not have even gone through those days but it lasted for too long and unfortunately, shes right. . .but maybe one day, if you can forgive me for what ( Read more... )

Shed a tear cause Im missing you ( Read more... )

oh it's so nice to have you home, i missed you SOOOO much, I love you<3

well its 930 on hmmm sunday night. i'm sitting in my basement, with my pajamas still on, haha. even though you wont read this until you come home, but still come home quick. i miss you so much. i love you <3 ( Read more... )

well its me again. . .i really dont think anybody has even checked this thing in a long ass time. . including myself. . .but i just havent had the will to write in this thing anymore. . .too much was going on. . .nothing really good to talk about and i dont feel like bitching in this thing about my problems. . .but for all the people that will read ( Read more... )