mysteries of life

[badassmutha4000]

well, i know in most of my past bursts of typing, i may have said that i can feel that i am something more than anything taht anyone else can relate to. well, now i am at the point where it may begin. i have recently begun an extradition into the unknown. i have to understand how to preserve myself eternally. i somehow got some clues taht there are

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Headaches and pizza

[theycallmereo]

Well, well, well. Although my head hurts way too much for me to understand fully the concept of everything you have just written (plus I'm tired as hell from going to a late night showing of Star Wars), very witty. My sincerest apologies for the lack of communication lately. But now that graduation is over, my mind feels as if it has been liberated. This is the first time I haven't felt immensely stressed out in months. I am going to enjoy my blissfully naive summer until I am propelled into that dark, cold, lonely reality of which we call the real world. I did finally get a new car. So I have been dealt a fair amount of freedom (of course excluding the fact that I am 18). My head is killing me. I had cold pizza for breakfast. I need to go lie down before work. Toodles for now...

-Tara

??

[erica_72185]

who is this?

Re: ??

[badassmutha4000]

if you dont already know, then its already too late

[anonymous]

once the ouji boards are in your mind that is the first step of spiritual possesion then.. granting a spirit ( that you dont control ) permission to actually control your hands ... you are the spirit and the more you belive that some "ghost" is going to move that magnifier to cirtain letters , the more the force of your arm starts to shake and then ... you move it...dissmissing all doubt , you clearly belive that the spirit moved it , welcome to the 4th demension (your mind)....
unfortunatley most people that have to turn to these things to become aware of their own consciousness , are allready lost ... heres my advice , move the fuck out of that house

Lyrics.
In her eyes I see
Her lips blue and cold
They still talk to me , the dead
A vegas hotel
Couldnt let her leave
After what she had done and said
The city of sin

alright, but look at it this way

[badassmutha4000]

yea, i read somewhere that the ouija boards are actually tools of releasing inner thoughts and possibly even psychic powers. i even read that poltergeists are possibly just teenagers using telekinetic powers as they go through puberty, without even knowing it. unfortunetly, i have never seen a ghost in my life or witnessed any kind of unnatural or supernatural occurence. and as for my current living situation, i'm not sure if you've read any of my past posts, but i have been told i am the demon king. through many unkown forces, i control rogue spirits. now, i don't actually make them do whatever i want, but they don't bother me unless they really want some major shit to happen. also, it's hard to trust what you read of hear regarding hosts and the such. some people just like to sound cool, but you really have to sort through a ton of bullshit to find your answer. i think i may actually happen to be somewhat clairvoyant, so i usually know what is real and what isn't.

Re: alright, but look at it this way

[badassmutha4000]

fast forward a little bit to the future(a few months later). i still have yet to get my hands on one of them ouija boards, but my condo doesn't seem as "haunted" as i had thought before. i have had a ton of weird ass dreams, some weirder than the last, but from what i can tell is that there are some bad vibes coming through me. it's very very weird, but it seems like i can haphazardly control different events. by haphazard, what i mean is that whatever blows through my mind, the opposite is true. this won't make any sense, probably, but if i were to think of a horrific car crash in my head, it won't happen. but if i sense some bad thing is about to happen and that car crash isn't going throuugh my mind, then someone's in trouble. it's like the reverse of everything is true. the shadows may not lie after all.