For selfish reasons... more or less... 

I haven't posted in about 3 years.

So much has changed...

I am not the person that I was then.

I am not one to be fallen in love with.

I am hurtful.  I am a user.  I am an alcoholic.  I am in pain...

I will never, ever forget you...

And I'm sorry...

Yes I'm updating. I really hate this site, but I'm aick, yet again, so I feel like some good 'ol rambling pointlessly is in order. First of all. Being 18 sucks. Actually, let me rephrase that. Being 18 in this household sucks. No god damn freedom ( Read more... )

Today is the day. The day of all days. The day we've all been waiting for. You know that day? If you've made it this far you really are a dedicated reader with absolutely no life, and perhaps you're waiting for me to say something interesting or witty. So here it is. I made a new recipe. Not exaclty what you were expecting, huh? Too bad. ( Read more... )

Past events. My uncle told my mom that because of my grades he wont buy me a car. And who was planning on telling me he wanted to buy me a car? I do care...to an extent, but I've learned not to get my hopes up over promises because from what I've learned from my dad over the past several years...promises are meant to be broken. But what pisses ( Read more... )

Isn't amazing how incredibly peeved you might be at one moment, and the next you're in a state of euphoria. Perhaps the after affects of a high dose of adrenaline. Betrayal. Betrayal. Betrayal. Oh well. Some memories are meant to be buried alive and then stabbed to die a gruesome death. But others aren't so bad. Talking to people from your ( Read more... )

I apologize to anyone who doesn't have an LJ and wishes to comment. I had to remove anonymous comments because some idiots don't seem to understand what you mean when you block them. Once again, my apologies.

You are amazing you fucking idiot. You're a moron and complete waste of life. I hate you, and everyone like you. Fucking free loaders. Idiotic highschool dropout druggies.

Man I wish I could be as cool as you. You fucking moron.

My apologies to David for banning him from my livejournal, but I really can't stand you anymore. My apologies for deleting Logan's comments as well, but I had to in order to ban David.

David I'd prefer if you didn't IM me anymore, and you don't to comment. Sorry.

Ah man ( Read more... )