Well...sometimes you just don't think things'll get better. I'm happy again...way happy. It's weird. Last night was Halloween, I was a transvestite..it was badass. The skirt hung just below my MHMMM area and I went commando. It was crazy..not only that but it was cold...I got compliments but also some insults which was expected..some old man called ( Read more... )

Well tonight was alright. I chilled with Evan, Leslie, and Boutch. Haven't done that in awhile. We went to Wendy's and Jason hooked us up with Frosty's and M&M's..yea...M&M's. Then we took off down 46 and almost died due to Evan's badass driving..it was pretty scary...I'm addicted to sleeping pills ( Read more... )

I wish I was a more exciting person with a better personality..maybe that would've helped things..I miss things like your notes and your drawings and every aspect of you and me. Remember South Padre? Best time in the world... You made me happy before I even knew you..I feel so helpless..I'm mad at myself for it..Sometimes I wonder if you miss me a ( Read more... )

Life has made an unexpected turn into happiness...I'm happy again. Boy I love people and alcohol.

I think I'm going crazy..I wish there was something I could do. I wish I was special.

Well it's been long as fuck since I've last updated this thing..things aren't great...nor are they really ever. There's always something wrong..life can never be perfect for 5 seconds..well I finally got a job...I work Whataburger with Elliot, Jeremy, Tom, Mitch, Tyler, and Ray. It's pretty sweet. As long as it's money..fuck I'm depressed...and I ( Read more... )

Life's falling away from me..

My puppy died...now I'm sad...I think it was her time...she was older than I am...

I was just informed by my mother that I will be shipped away to a camp within the next week or two. How exciting ( Read more... )

Tomorrow's Static-X...hopefully it'll be fun.

It's getting late and something's waiting in the city of lights ( Read more... )