Everything will be wonderful someday..

Two days ago was the day that Candace and I have been together for 2 years..on and off.. What a long time. I'm content.

I've decided what tattoo I'm going to get. I'm gonna get a pentagram on my right hip, just so it's hidden from my mom. Then later I'll get more stuff, like De La Rosa tattooed in gangsta lettering over my stomach. It'll be sweet.

Well my happiness level went up about 85% today. I was talking to one of my co-workers and he's gonna take me to get a tattoo next week. I'm fucking excited.

Well..things are goin sweet. New Years was cool..I didn't get to hang out past 10, but it was still fun. My birthday's next week..just incase you wanted to know. That should be neat. I really want to see Dope again. Badly. It's been over a year. Actually I just need a fucking concert. The Murderdolls are getting back together. I'm so excited. They' ( Read more... )

Well every morning for about the past two weeks I've felt like I've been kicked in the face. just because I wake up and think of one stupid fucking thing. I fucking hate myself and I fucking hate being at this house all the fucking time. I especially hate not having a single fucking person there for me. And it's fucking my fault.

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Fuck..I'm depressed..I'm gonna blow my fuckin head off..not even kidding..

Well fuck me..I'm all outta enemies.

Everyday I look at myself and I wonder why I've written the soundtrack to the end of my life..

Total happiness is a part of me that will never stay..I hate this feeling of worthlessness and emptiness.

I have some choices to make.

I cannot believe that our end is so near..