Im tired of this journal because it carries too many bad memories. Im just gonna use this one for storage. I have a new one now. Its http://taco-bean.livejournal.com/ feel free to add me if you like. I always love to keep in touch with old friends. Life is good. cheers.

Matt is asleep in my bed right now. Hes so cute when hes sleeping and I love to hold him while he sleeps. We are celebrating his birthday today so when he wakes up Im gonna make him breakfast. We are gonna have so much freaking fun today I am so extatic. I have friends now and the best boyfriend anyone could ask for. My life is awsome. I cant wait ( Read more... )

I had to get rid of my facebook account because Grady might use it to find info about me. Even when I made it so he couldnt see my page he found stuff out about me through people on my friends list. Him and his parents robbed my house and I just want him far far away from me. And the good thing is Grady has no idea that I even have a live journal ( Read more... )

Yea its not normal for me to be jealous of Grady. I know that jealousy is evil and that I shouldnt let the green monster get to me but I cant help it. Grady has friends ( Read more... )

So Grady has been in the hospital for 8 days now and hes finally starting to come around. Before he was so manic that he was verbally abusive to me. Always knowing what to say to push my buttons and really hurt my feelings. Hated me for wanting him to get help. He was saying that he doesnt need his medication and that he could meditate through ( Read more... )

I am some what saddened by todays human society. Mostly because of the lack of love and compassion that we need in this world ( Read more... )

I was stupid enough to leave my weed out on my dresser and my ferret ate it all and spilled it while I slept. I woke up and she was ripped. Pretty funny I must say. Now my ferrets mission is to get into the weed so I gotta hide it good now ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning with the fattest tongue ( Read more... )

I feel crappy and sick. It just really sucks ass. I cant wait till Grady gets home. Hell be here in an hour. I always feel better when hes around. Only 9 more days until I start recording again. In other news the piercing place called back and asked me a write an essay on who I am and why I want to be a piercer. I already finished it and emailed it ( Read more... )

Just chilling away and waiting for Grady to get home for work. I always miss him so much when hes gone at work. I swear that the weekend goes by too fast. Ah well, hell be home within an hour and a half ( Read more... )