step one in talking about your friends behind their back; make sure there's enough distance between you and said friend so they don't hear it.

once you fail at that, it's really hard to cover it up with lies and fake apologies.

thanks buddy

So... this weekend..... I'm thinking, if I wasn't the hottest dead girl.... I've gotta be the hottest iron woman... right ( Read more... )

so, I just found out that I have some really hot compitition.... so I need as much support as I can get...

COME LOVE ME!!!!!!

or i WILL hunt you down and EAT YOUR BRAINS!!!

beauty bar, tonight zombie fun time :-)

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yesterday there was a firefighter parade in bellmore and they closed off a lot of streets for it and from what i hear, made life difficult ( Read more... )

he shouldn't still have this effect on me ( Read more... )

on saturday i'm getting on a plane and going on vacation, sunny california, for a little over a week, saturday till the following sunday, i can't fucking wait!

oh yeah, and last saturday we painted the apartment, now i have a half red room

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I painted my room red.... 2 walls in my room, RED. it's really intense. it's a lot of red. and the smaller of the 2 red walls has a mirror thing going on. and next step i think is rope lighting for the ceiling. my room is really dark, and really red, and i still have no windows, so it's really fumey. and upstairs, steph's wall is the same red ( Read more... )

be wary of people who are too young to have way too much money.
they tend to lack manners.

i wish i could explain what's been going on in my head, and i wish i could make it stop. i want to make a lot of things stop. especially the dead feeling inside me, where i know a caring passionate person once lived, even when i was so sad all the time, i was something. i was passionate about my sadness, i was feeling something, and feeling it so ( Read more... )