It seems like I always find a way to ruin something....arg...I wish I was a little more emotionally stable so I can formalize a decent relationship with anyone.I'm even conflicting when it comes to friendship, I  over react over something so simplistic as friendship, what the fook is wrong with me?!?! Then again, maybe I shouldn't care so much ( Read more... )

My auntie passed away last weekend. As I sat silently in the pew yesterday, I began to realize that I will never have to eat her unpleasant apple salad again. Nor would I be able to rest my head on her lap like I did five years ago in Catalina Islands. I won’t get annoyed by her loud ass barking dog nor would I have her compliment me on how trimmer ( Read more... )

I don't want to be the filler if the void is solely yours
I don't want to be your glass of single malt whiskey
Hidden in the bottom drawer
I don't want to be the bandage if the wound is not mine
Lend me some fresh air
I don't want to be adored for what I merely represent to you
I don't want to be to be your baby-sitter
You're a very big boy now
I don't ( Read more... )

It seemed like an eternity before I could find myself back on my feet again, but luckily an eternity in my time was only six months. This year I have battled with depression,insomnia, loss of a cousin, car accident, a law suit (which is still in progress), the strong consideration of dropping out of college, and lastly, the sudden illness of my ( Read more... )

The Great LiveJournal
Outage of 2005

During the outage I didn't know there was an outtage, so really.. I didn't care.

What did you do?

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Home on the range...

where the buffalo


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A new post will come with time...

I'm gonna make it after all! -throws her hat up in the air-

i'd been out walking
i don't do too much talking these days
these days i seem to think a lot about the things i forgot to do
and all the times i had the chance too

i stopped my rambling
i don't do too much gambling these days
these days i seem to think a lot about the many changes that came my way
and i wonder if i'd ever see another highway

i had a ( Read more... )

Another one fights the dust.