I desperately need a vacation. I need to clear my head. What am I doing ( Read more... )

Wow. Can't believe Michael Jackson died. It's too sad. Always loved his music, despite that weird freaky stage he went through. I hate how everyone is using t as a time to make fun of him still. It's terrible ( Read more... )

Sooooo--our prospectus pitch was a total train wreck. srsly. We didn't even get to finish, Jason cut us off and actually said "okay...I think this pitch is over" because our producer pitching the story--had no fucking idea what it was about. And then when the other writers would try to chime in it just got to be a mess because they didnt even know ( Read more... )

Things are okay I suppose. The first few days were terrible. But now I'm doing alright. I think I've become numb to it. We still hang out, we're still friends--it's as if nothing even happened--except now he doesn't take my hand while he's driving and kiss the back of it before putting it under his on the gear shift. Except he leaves to go home now ( Read more... )

Oh dear fucking god I am so glad to be done shooting. The last 6 days have truly been hell. Pre-light went alright, despite the shortage of lights--blocking went pretty okay--we found out we have to change our shots in the office because they didn't plan on taking the wild wall out like how it was designed. fuck. and they made the entrance some ( Read more... )

We have our pre-light tomorrow where we will also be dressing the set, then blocking on thursday, and we shoot on Friday. I feel like this is so fast and I'm still not entirely prepared for it. I'm so nervous. I'm wondering what will go wrong constantly--I mean it's a student film, something is going to go wrong, and I'm just running thorugh the ( Read more... )

fuck fuck fuck fuck ( Read more... )

So last night was our fundraising party, and it wasn't a bad turnout--we went through both kegs and a couple bottles of liquor and made about $430. I played Bartender all night with Nick Ruff's girlfriend Allison--she was really nice so it was cool all night. I sliced my finger while cutting limes so now it's even hard to type with a big wrap on my ( Read more... )

So I'm still not completely comfortable in the director shoes--we had to direct the actors and I was just so...ehhh I let Trav handle it mostly--and I htink that's how we're going to handle it for the most part while we're shooting, we'll discuss ideas, and then one of us (probably him) is going to tell the actors. Anyway casting is today and Katie ( Read more... )

apparently when we have our read-thru today with the actors, we have to direct them. In front of the whole class. Who already hate us because our script got picked, and will be judging us the whole time. That's a great way to experience something for the first time.....eeeeck ( Read more... )