cigarette porn made my life worth living!

[badmemorygirl]

today, i was online. and my loverly friend/intellectual conversationalist/ex-boyfriend/current long distance best friend/possible soul mate sent me a picture of a cigarette pack doing another cigarette pack in the cigarette pack equivalent of the butt

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[electricstarz]

woah. a cigarette pack taking another one from behind. just... woah.

but yes, i'm very glad to hear you got your emotions/feelings back. and keep writing. werd.

smiles!

[anonymous]

Come on Baddass! im glad you can write again tis about time....wow lol now i cant write. Hmmm...I love you?

Kennen

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[anonymous]

Dawna, that is the best thing I've heard you say in...a while. I'm so glad you realized all of that...that you got to the root of some of your fucking problems. You say that you weren't really yourself for a while, and to be completely honest, I think at some points, that really was true. I mean, of course it is, just, I've noticed it. Like when I'm talking to you, one-on-one, you're always yourself, yes, but lately I've been feeling like...all those times that you tell me I'm awesome, you're just saying that. All those times that you mention that something I'm saying is clever, or just genuinely funny, lately I've been feeling like, your comments themselves are not completely genuine. (Sorry, that didn't make too much sense.) And yeah, I've seen you put on a slight front and a falsely pleasant countenance out in public...for instance: remember...I believe it was about...two weeks ago? When we went to the movies, and met up with Kate, Ciara..etc.? If you were really being you, really being the Dawna that I know, you wouldn't even have

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[wrena_wild]

you know, you realllyy should have put your name...

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[badmemorygirl]

hey, that's brittany, my little awesome...brittany. yes, thanks brit, and i don't mid you saying any of that, because i've been so fucking phony lately, i wanted to stab myself in the eye. I do think you are chock full o' awesome, though, you know i do, and since stabbing oneself in the eye is not a good way to get rid of phonyness(maybe in some parallel society in which they think losing oneself is do to a demon that lurks somewhere behind the optic nerve) i have decide to throw my problems to the proverbial wind, and just....get real. thanks much for stickin by me when i was a phony bitch needin' a good ass-whomping. And thanks also arwen, for being the super person i know you arem and even though we went all...bleh, it all works out. Love you muchly-Dawna!

AH! Me again. Peek-a-boo.

[anonymous]

Sorry, almost forgot, Dawna

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[badmemorygirl]

bollocks. not a fucking thing is wrong with you...well...in that respect. {just kidding, love!) go for The Sax Machine. In all the discussiong, i actually forgot to even ask wqhat kind of musician he is. Shows where MY fucking priorities are, haha. ANYWAYS: the alex thing-dude...bob is to dawna as alex is to brittany. I know how it is. And it will probably never completely go away, but you will get over it, more or less. So buck up, kiddo. See you at La Concerto!
P.S. Start signing your name on posts. arwen thought what you had to say was stuperspectacular, and well worded and stuff, but she wanted to know who it was. Also, she wants to meet you, she thinks you're all awesomeness sounding. Love- Dawna!

[gryn]

It's true.. your past is the past. The best thing you can do is learn from it and know to avoid the bad parts when you recognize them happening again.

It's great that you are opening yourself again.. being more free to discover who you really are. It's always good to allow yourself to feel more, and to experience everything with a new heart and mind.

Sounds like you are off to a great start.. don't let the past get you down, and focus on the positive and happiness of the future that is yours. It's good to see you taking command of your direction. =)