new LJ. in renewing myself, i decided it was a good choice. Too much old crappy shit in this one. I will continue to post here for a bit, but ultimately, im going to faze it out. so, if you're a friend, and you know who you are, you will know soon, if you're not, and you know who you are, you can fuck off ( Read more... )

having recently scrubbed my life with the loofah of truth to remove the dead skin cells of....fakeness? whatever. i have decided to more or less reinvent myself, or at least revert back to my previous jubiliant and vibrant state. So, to start off my new "thing" i skipped school today to go hang out with arwen. we ate crackhead soup, read about ( Read more... )

today, i was online. and my loverly friend/intellectual conversationalist/ex-boyfriend/current long distance best friend/possible soul mate sent me a picture of a cigarette pack doing another cigarette pack in the cigarette pack equivalent of the butt ( Read more... )

everything sucks. i have little if anything to live for. no one really cares. fuck you all.

not really. im just having a bad.....fucking whatever. i need help.

i have nothing left to live for. everyday something important to me fucks me over or figuratively stabs me in the face. they dont even stab me in the back, they stab me right in my fucking face, perhaps just below my left eye. My mo is using, and picked cole/drugs over me. CC is fucking pissed at me cuz some bitch said i said some shit, and it ( Read more... )

mom's using again. she's trying to get clean by herself. whatever. bad report card. bad...life. i wanna get high but i have no one to stone with. i fear that Ray doesnt exist, and im worried. sucky attitude today.

last night me and CC went to the mall and went to walden books and loked in the relationship section for fun, and we found a book called Sex For One, and we took all of them and put them in the Self Help section. I thought it was so fucking clever. She likes me again i dont know what to do, i really like ray, but someone apparently told him i have ( Read more... )

ok, so life is decent. my mom is clean and sober, and we have a good relationship, i don't live with my dad anymore, and we have a better understanding thatn we've had in 3 years, i more or less have a significant other who is terribly awesome, i have friends who care the world about me and i love them to death, too. So all is well in DawnaLand. So ( Read more... )

so yeah, a VERY sexy glam rock punker boy wants me to go to the movies with him and go see the unseen. life is good. halloween was great, i can;t wait to hang out with ray. life is fucking excellent.

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haulbadmemorygirl goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as bunny.aeron_chival gives you 11 white passionfruit-flavoured pieces of chewing gum.electricstarz gives you 1 blue root beer-flavoured gummy fruits.seafoam_green tricks you! You get a block of wood.the_creeps gives you 11 red-orange peach-flavoured gummy bats. ( Read more... )