JEB.

[badnewsbear]

I know you probably don't even read my journal anymore, but every time I see pictures of you, smell something that reminds me of you, hear songs that we used to jam on a regular basis [and one saves the day song in particular], or hear/see anything that reminds me of you, I get teary-eyed and either start crying, or I end up fighting back tears..

Comments

[melancholyfaire]

Good stuffs, sweetheart. Plain and simple.

[badnewsbear]

thank you sweet sweet Laurie.. I replied to this when I got it, but aparently it didnt' work.. hahah <3

[thisismygaylie]

awww it is ok dawn!!! if you need anything you know my number! :)

[badnewsbear]

YOU DIDNT CALL ME BACK YESTERDAY MISTER!! I'm sad.. we need to hang out today or tomorrow because I have both days off! <3 I <3 you josh

[thisismygaylie]

i forgot sorry!!!!! <3!!!!!! i ended up drinking with my mom and dad and uncle! tommorrow cuz i have off!!! but i may have to go to milwaukee to meet up with adam and mike cuz i am proly doing the vocals for them!!!

[badnewsbear]

are we still going to the gay/straight alliance meeting today??

[eastsidetiger]

OUR birthday. ;0)

I love you, dear. Wish I heard from you more.

[badnewsbear]

I swear I replied to this the other day, but I dont think mozilla will let me reply through my email.. OUR birthday is coming up, and I can't wait because this year is my golden birthdayness!!! WAHOO!

<3 I love you dearly

[eastsidetiger]

"Golden" birthdayness?

Love you, doll.

P.S. That new icon is very -Dawn-. I love it. :0)

[badnewsbear]

GOLDEN BIRTHDAY!!! I'll be 19 on oct. 19th.. :0) your golden birthday is next year.. wahoo!!

I'm glad you like my new Icon.. and I'm glad you think it suits me.

<3 I love you, too

[diexjuliexdie]

this post means a lot to me. i really appreciate it a lot.

i'm hardly ever on the internet, especially now since my computer is still at my parent's and i have yet to pick it up. but i'm glad that i saw this.

im sorry as well. we grew up in different ways and it sucks because we don't really know each other anymore.

so much has been going on with me and i'm sure the same is true for you, but i honestly wish for the best for you in whatever you decide to do and especially now that you're up in wisconsin.

the last time i listend to that song it was with you actually. i need to find that cd and listen to it. we loved that song. and i loved listening to our mix cds in your car.

you're right though, the past is the past and we cant change a thing about it. i'm thankful to have had you as such a huge chunk of my life. i do wish you were still apart of my life and i dont think it's too late to change that.

take care of yourself.

[badnewsbear]

Julie, I'm so glad that you actually read my post to you.. I had so much more I wanted to write, but I just couldn't get it all out. I'm glad it means something to you as well. Thank you

for when you visit

[melancholyfaire]

Hey there Dawn-o... I don't know when you're coming in to town for sure, but you should be here on the 12th fo shizzle - Coheed and Cambria is playing and I think Stephanie and I are going; you should be there too!! :) You're the one that turned me on to them, so yeah. Anyway, love you and miss you. PS: I got my truck!!! It's name is Toby. :)

Re: for when you visit

[badnewsbear]

hey laurie-cakes.. [you like that one??] hahah I wish I could make it for Coheed.. I fucking love that band.. and you and stephy.. anyway.. I love your trucks name.. its cuuuute.. I named my truck Bessie. :0) it goes well with my silly blue s-10.

talk to you soon!