i am skeptical of everyone.

and yet no one
tries to make sense of anything i say

so i will not bother
and be the mannequin

i have been

emotionaless.

and this christmas
i will be drinking

all that needs to be done is to cut the chord ( Read more... )

all i have ever wanted in life ( Read more... )

so the life must go on
with nothing left but bone and skin

and a heart that no one understands

i just want to wrap it in suran wrap

let it sufficate.
but still go on.
without it

since the one thing it loved is gone.

i really dont know when i last posted in here ( Read more... )

i am outta here.

count down

to june first
that is going to be
my date.

i hate fucking people

well just two in particular.

thanks for ruinging my life.

my life at hydrate
my life in chicago

fcku

i thought that everything
was ok

i wished everything to be ok

i sit and listen to
acoustic music
picturing myself laying on the floor
looking to the ceiling

with my wrists
all torn up
and the barbwire
that is wrapping my heart
bursting to come out

the pain
wraps the pores of my skin
trying to get out
but it wants to eat at me

life is good ( Read more... )

so i have it with everyone ( Read more... )

nothing means the same to me ( Read more... )