So no surgery. I thought I had a hernia in my side but it just turns out I've had mycoplasma pneumonia for the past three and a half weeks. Apparently that can have negative affects on your health.  Now I'm getting better, and in pain.

China would win.

 Did you know I was having surgery today? I didn't. Someone should tell me these things.
When it rains it pours I guess. Or something something something blizzards.
Right, packing.
And hiding that.

Well then.

My goal for the day will be to plot how I think World War 3 would happen in 20 years.
And to eat something by the end of it. That's my goal

 My life is going to change over the next few months.  Nicole is moving out.  She signed a lease yesterday and is moving out at the beginning of July.  Walt is also pretty set on moving out.  He wants to move to Oregon in the fall because, hell, Wisconsin is not his home.  So I've got to find two roommates for this place soon, because I do not want ( Read more... )

So Far.

this is not the time for me to have absolutely no motivation. I need to write a lot this week. It's just going to get worse if I put it off.

I'm not even motivated to post this right now. ugh. 

...to See the Big Picture ( Read more... )

"Chronic remorse, as all the moralists are agreed, is a most undesirable sentiment. If you have behaved badly, repent, make what amends you can and address yourself to the task of behaving better next time. On no account brood over your wrongdoing. Rolling in the muck is not the best way of getting clean ( Read more... )

this week has tried to kill me. and i've survived for it to try again next week. The semester has started with a vegeance and I'm falling back into the bad academic habits of semesters past. i had a paper due tuesday and i turned it in today. it's not a huge deduction from the grade of it, but seriously? it's a two page history paper. i should be ( Read more... )

i need an outlet. and this isn't doing it. and walt can't be it because i know him too well to know he won't offer me anything in the way of useful help on a lot of things.  he has a lot in the past and up to this point, but we diverge at talk of revolution. it may be good advice sometimes, but it's not useful for me to impliment it. it's not ( Read more... )

  so the day that i finally decide to get my act together and wake my ass up for my early class is the day that class is cancelled. and the proofessor doesn't email people because he tells them in class and then says not to tell anyone.  i did it to myself, but i already knew that and was already on top of changing it. fuck. i'm not mad because i ( Read more... )

 so every morning i wake up (late (like 10(sometimes 11 or 12))). i shower get ready eat breakfast blah blah blah. and then i always seem to have 15 or 20 minutes until the next bus will pull around, and i get this really strong urge to clean. everything. finish up those dishes, put the movies back in order, clean some clothes, but i only have 15 ( Read more... )