Fuck you Middlesex Sheriff's Office. Fuck you.

Due to certain circumstances beyond my control, this journal is now friends only.

What is it? What is it that makes me so positive that this is the one person that I want to spend the rest of my life with? What is it that makes me say I love you, and I miss you? What is it that gives me such peace of mind at the end of every day that he will be there for me when I need him? What is it about him that calmly puts me to sleep at ( Read more... )

I can't help but feel like this is my fault. I don't know why, I just feel like I jinxed things when I called Jay and asked him about it this morning. I feel so sick right now. He doesn't even want to talk to me about it.

Compensation: Dressing like a whore and getting drunk. Yay.

We were off on another whirlwind adventure. Two days off together, and Jay an I decided we had to do SOMETHING. BY something, I mean something crazy and completely us. So we got in the car with a map and drove southwest after I got out of work Saturday night. Not just an hour or two, more like 5. We made it to Scranton, PA, and found a hotel to ( Read more... )

Gallery set-up yesterday, since snow pretty much fucked up any chance we had of getting it done on Sunday. I just got a call from Liya. My whole set-up is falling off the wall. YAY. YIPPIEFUCKINKIIYAY. Kill me now ( Read more... )

I think I hit the snooze about 6 times this morning, starting at about 7 am. I definitely didn't roll out of bed until 5 of 8. I'm doing good today though. I bought my air brush yesterday, but haven't had a chance to try it out yet ( Read more... )

I've been going nonstop for the past two weeks. At times, I really want to curl up in the fetal position and stay there for about 5 days or so. I had to paint two stools last night to drop off this morning. I didn't get home until 11 because I was hanging out with Shalini, whom I haven't seen since before Christmas. I haven't seen anyone at B ( Read more... )

My knees are killing me this morning. I'm almost positive that the weather is the cause, since it wasn't until I stepped outside into the ugliness that they started to swell up and hurt. Aryel's not here yet (I'm at Mullen) and I'm not sure if he's even going to be here today. I guess I'll just keep working on this catalogue and get a little ( Read more... )

Considering that I had a major blowout with mom today, I had a relatively good night. Mom picked a fight with me today over my physical therapy appointments (that I never made and don't want) and I tried to be nice, I tried to be reasonable, until she said, "Well, I guess it doesn't hurt anymore, does it?" in this snide and very condescending tone ( Read more... )