Ugh. Ever know that something bad is going to happen, and there's nothing you can do about it? I'm going to miss an insurance payment. I did everything I was supposed to do, but for some reason, in the age of technology, it's still going to take TWO WEEKS for them to change my checking account to my new one. WHY? How hard it is to change a couple ( Read more... )

Nothing makes you realize that you need to get some exercise like sitting in your car for forty-five minutes, then being out of breath after walking up to the fifth floor. I should not be huffing and puffing after that ( Read more... )

I've come to realize that no matter what your childhood consisted of, you'll always have those few memories. Music will immediately trigger a happier time. I grew up in the age of NES and SNES. I just downloaded a copy of the original Mario music. The visual is so vivid I might as well be playing the game right now. I know kids today will hopefully ( Read more... )

Ugh. Can anyone tell me why I do so well on screen, but I'm so painfully shy in realy life?! I'm afraid to eat lunch with people for chrissake. I actually do this thing, very common in high school, where I sit down by myself and wait for someone to invite me to their table. F pathetic, I know ( Read more... )

Sitting around at Mullen, waiting for the jury to come back on the mailing I've been helping to put together. They caught a mistake that I thought about as I was putting it together, but since I'm not getting paid, I figured I'd keep my comments to myself. They'll have to pay me if they want me to think ( Read more... )

This Barry Manilow song is SO sad! I never realized what it was actually about and I finally listened to the lyrics today. I keep wondering if he ever got her back. You know, Mandy. Did she hear the song and realize how much he loved her? Did she go running back to him ( Read more... )

I hate being in fights. It takes so much energy to be mad at someone, even more to stay mad at them. I feel so drained and lethargic right now, but it just made me so upset. He might as well have said, "Don't touch me, you're dirty." What did I do? All I really thought about today was, "I get to see Jay and be with him for a little while." I just ( Read more... )

Corona Extra
Mocha Martini
Amaretto Sour
Bikini Martini
Butterball Shot
Toasted Almond Shot

And I'm still damn near sober. FUCK!

So, I just went to stretch my back out, and started twisting my upper body at the waist. All of a sudden, my body's making this funny noise that sounds like it's coming from my chest cavity. It almost sounds like I'm breathing in and out....except that I'm NOT! It sounds like very dry breathing...um, ok? Nothing hurts, except my back, but I'm still ( Read more... )

I got a lot done today. I think. I painted a little bit for a woman who wanted some work done. I cleaned a little, and threw away a lot of trash that was in my car. I got Lisa's business cards done, and I had lunch with Beek ( Read more... )