i wrote this in september.

the desperate crush.

come and sit near, ill try to get your attention with the stupid things i say. but dont believe everything you hear, im not as cool any other day. when youre around, i run my reputation to the ground. my hands are shaking in amazement cuz youre the best thing i ever found. the chairs in this room arent ( Read more... )

everything sucks ass.

I WISH I COULD HATE YOU HALF AS MUCH AS I HATE MYSELF

1. Comment with your name, and I will reply with something I really like about you.
2. I will then tell what song(s) remind me of you.
3. Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.
4. Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.

i have shingles. hip hip hooray! its like this rash-y form of chicken pox that forms on nerve endings and welts and spreads then hurts and itches like a bitch...and will eventually scab over. if im lucky. its weird cuz its only on one side of my torso- theres like this invisible 'do not cross' line right down my spine. but the weirdest thing is ( Read more... )

when im talking to myself id always rather be talking to you.

i am all you ever wanted. what the other boys all promised.

MY AMBIGUOUS AND FUTILE LOVE AFFAIR ( Read more... )

my last entry was depressing. eeeeek ( Read more... )

its my birthday. its 2:30 in the fucking morning. the taste of ink is getting old...actually, its not. today sucked. your mom sucked a police officer. and your dad blew another man. i have 4 friends over and theyve all been sleeping since 1:30. chels, leah, ta nika, shannel. what happened to daryll? what happened to when we were friends? did she ( Read more... )

so far there are 3 parts to the shockhead calamity chronicles, but i started working on something today in science that has the potential to be number 4. they are all about the same person, but in a complicated mannor. i wrote all of these myself...and i dont care how they sound to anyone else, at the time that i wrote them they were exactly how i ( Read more... )

my computers being retarted and wont let me do anything ( Read more... )