OH MY GOD MY MOM JUST BROUGHT THE BOOK CLUB INTO MY ROOM. I HATE WHEN SHE DOES THAT WITHOUT WARNING. KILL ME!

so i have ap calc tomorrow...but i really don't care about it. i don't know, i feel like it doesn't matter anyway because i won't get a good enough score to get credit no matter how much i study, so why bother? yeah, yeah, defeatist attitude. i WILL try, however, for physics even tho i know i wont get credit, but thats because i really tried in ( Read more... )

i suppose technically, my day would be considered a waste of time. i didnt shower, i didnt even get dressed. i sat around all day and read. not even a school book. im re-reading Contact by Carl Sagan because i think i missed a lot the first time. but my point is this: it makes me think. and i mean really makes me think. im reading very ( Read more... )

i have a little me. my little cousin, caleigh, is me at 3.5 years old...except better. she's a redhead, loves ballet, and her favorite animal is the elephant. but im so jealous of her. yes, thats right, im jealous of a toddler. she's precocious (that word so aptly describes her, it amazes me), she has a wonderful older brother (who, by the way ( Read more... )

how do you explain passion to the indifferent?

the day ( Read more... )

god, everytime i watch a ballet or see center stage or hear about new york city i get this shooting pain in my chest. im excited about next year, i am. but that pain just doesnt leave.

looking back on my rant of a few nights ago, i have a revision--or lots. i realize something now...harvard would kill me. right now, i am still in the throws of that battle between dance and academics. and frankly, if i have the same kind of pressure that ive had these past 4 years, i will have some sort of breakdown. emory is a great school, ( Read more... )

i got into Emory and BU! huge weight off shoulders...but im not psyched yet. it'll come...just, slowly. i cant wait for SUMMER!

ok im going to rant in a whiny stuck-up privileged langley kid way. deal with it ( Read more... )