life fucking rocks right now. it was one audition but it meant the world to me. funny how one little thing going right can change everything. now lets just hope i don't fuck it up.

from Chuck Palahniuk's "Diary ( Read more... )

all of these are from "Dancer" by Collum McCann ( Read more... )

i haven't written anything in a loooong time. just one of those things, i guess. too much to catch up on, so i'll just ignore that whole gaping expanse of time and focus on the present. it is exactly one week until i leave for emory. it's hit me now. not all at once, though, it's come gradually. when i see commercials for movies that open ( Read more... )

its so weird to be past graduation and actually be taking the trip i've been promised since kindergarten. off to London then Paris tomorrow...lets see if dreams live up to realities, eh?

we watched a video in english the other day about the different classes in america. it was very good, but it didn't present any solutions (and solutions is the wrong word because i dont think all aspects of different classes are bad, though certainly some are). anyway, it said that it is human nature to feel more comfortable around people like ( Read more... )

lately, instead of having realizations that lead to more clarity, i've had ones that leave me more confused. steph and i had a conversation about how movies can totally change when you see them after certain life experiences. like how center stage changed when i saw it before i got really into ballet and then after. well, she said that she ( Read more... )

on thursday we (we being the senior class of langley high school) went to hershey park. while i did not recognize a good portion of people on my bus or hadn't realized they were in my grade, i expected that. i was more suprised by the fact that i not only recognized, but knew an even bigger portion. i was even more surprised to find myself in a ( Read more... )

I kept talking to myself ( Read more... )

so today i wake up. no big tests, no ton of homework due, no long day...but i decide i want to stay home. so i do. i literally think something in my mind just switched off for good. in my head ive already graduated. i was driving around earlier and it was so hard for me to remember that everyone else was in school so i couldnt just call them ( Read more... )