i just wrote this today. First time I've writen about Nedabeh in this way. It's been many years, but Nedabeh is a man I was engaged to from 17-19 years old. Avery abusive horrible relationship. He wanted to by Jim Morrison, he did a good job ( Read more... )

I smoke too much and sigh at the wrong times.

I’m such a liar; I love to lye in my fantastic

fantasy ride, like a weightless Farris wheel, spinning

time on rewind.

I take it all back- everything

I ever said was to impress you.

I’m trying to untangle this web, weaved by spiders,

sneaking into my slumber.  A bite of reality

wakes me to what ( Read more... )

Have ya'll been getting that... Read-Only.

What the fuck is that?  I wish I was in Read only IRL.  I'm sorry mom, you can't talk to me right now, I'm in Read-Only Mode.  Sorry Stella, no lunch today, in fact, I'm not getting out of bed- and stop winning, I'm in Read-Only Mode.

So... I don't know... I'm just going to go off on a free form stream ( Read more... )

I close my eyes I ( Read more... )

Since this journal has been used.  I'm going to start using it again as a poetry only journal.  If you are not interested in reading my writings, then just take me off your list, I guess.  I do have another journal
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“Hey, Ya’ll now what a cipher is? There are all kinds of ciphers, but a cipher can be represented by a circle, which consists of how many degrees?  360 degrees.  And my cipher keeps moving like a rolling stone.  So in my song, when I say that, my cipher represents myself, or the atoms in my body and the rolling stone represents the earth.  The ( Read more... )

Have you seen that movie?a bit reminisent of my weekend... can I even go into yet? I'm processing so much right now ( Read more... )

Thi s song is Me, aperintly it's Eyrkah badu too, since she wrote it and all ( Read more... )

"Cleva ( Read more... )