well, it is great to see so many people care about everyone except for the people in the back. Maybe it is because I have lost all hope in love and friendship, maybe not. As i sit here and write, i finally understand that no one really cares.... it is just a matter of time before i slip away into nothingness, and become just a long lost memory in everyones minds. Feeling alone, and hated, and not understood. I wish someone would understand, and help me. No one does though. So, as I think about the blade coming down, and my arms getting warm, I know it was all a dream, every feeling, and every care, and everybody. Even if the smallest ant knew my feelings, and understood them, maybe, just maybe I would feel life, and happiness again. It will never happen, and I dont see why I cry at night, hoping, wishing for a hug, a care, maybe a smile and someone telling me that they understand. It doesn't matter any more what I feel, or believe. As I think of the past, I think that the people who "cared" really didn't care. It was just a coverup
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