so alright. i had a vent site where i could vent to my friends. but aparently now i have to edit the settings every time i post so no one but my friends can read them and be very careful as to who my friends are. fuckin bastards. i'm not sure what to do with this. i could make another screen name or just change the settings. fuck man. i'm not in ( Read more... )

not a poem, this is just how i felt it flowed ( Read more... )

it's not what i originaly thought, the civil war over my brain noodles it over. i smile when i make someone happy, that needs to be happy, and i want them to be happy with me. seems simple enough...

joe smith made me think about something today... he did a count, and he hasn't seen me smile at school in a month and 3 days. it makes me wonder, what exactly makes me smile. cause i thought i did smile sometimes. maybe just not as often as i thought. and i figured it out. and this is gonna start some shit. joe smith is going to be a sad person for ( Read more... )

omg i'm so tired and hungry and cold and bored and i actualy may go watch tv... after i write more crap because if i sit on my couch i'm gonna fall asleep and burn my noodles ( Read more... )

you know today was a good day. it started out slow and i really didn't want to leave my house. then it got better. i got asked to my next school dance, i figured out new ways to not fail math, i had fun, and i smiled. i smiled a LOT! and had a huge case of the giggles. somehow that happens when i feel like being cute. i just giggle. eh oh well. i ( Read more... )

tough guy ( Read more... )

ya know... i need to find ways to be less annoying i think. yes that would probably be good.

don't you hate it when your mouth and throat are so dry you can't speak? let alone moan. jebus. i smoked so much pot yesterday it wasn't even funny... well actualy it was. cause i woke up, got dressed, smoked a couple bowls. listened to poetry and then took a nap. then got up, went to go get food, came back, petted the loki, then i took bo to work ( Read more... )

lansing to cuddle!