i feel sad again. it's probably jsut the weather or something getting to me. it's cold in my house. and i'm gonna try and get to know a few people that i've been admiring from afar for a while. doubt it'll work but i can try. maybe i'm just being cynical though. but who knows... but i want somebody i can consistantly cuddle with damn it. ya know, i ( Read more... )

i wrote a few more. but it's the only good poem. but it makes me kinda sad...

lonely am i
a shadows friend
sometimes here but
never with me
i am friend to the shadow
the shadow that will not be mine.

i needed a day to myself. a day where i could just be at my house by myself and just do silly things. today was that day and i feel better. yay me.

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wow 3 entries in one day. i think thats a reccord for me. anyway i'm feelin better. those rants got a lot of things off my chest. and i can laugh once more. its a good feeling. now to clear up some slight confusion... just gotta figure out who thinks i'm dating eric in order to do that. which may be hard. cause i'm in southfield and dont know to ( Read more... )

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i wish i were wiser. not smarter though. i could care less about how much i can get from a text book. a monkey can do that.a wise person can see the difference between red and green lights. and so they know, when they should be able to go, but also know when to stop. i can't see exactly where to stop and i don't think thats a good thing. i was ( Read more... )

wow... i don't think i've ever been rejected like that before... i don't like it ( Read more... )

Okay, so today started out all nice and fun. I felt like being cute and bouncy. I get to school, Joe smith decided he wanted to be upset because i didn't go to sushi with him. then, jamesa was threatening me about the bruises on my arms, but that was brushed off. then i go home. type up shit. go to eat and take a well deserved nap. trista calls me ( Read more... )

So, people keep telling me to write more stuff so I'm going to start writing (again). I keep stopping. But thats not always a bad thing. I should write when I feel inspired not when I have way to much time on my hands and am bored out of my mind. Which is a good 1/3 of my day. Especially during finals. But eh. Here you go. I would have like 3 more ( Read more... )