Should I be a good girl and go back to school early? Or drive up to see Willy for the weekend, because if I don't I probably won't see him for 3-4 weeks? What does everyone think? >.>

Well, I had a meeting with Dr. Bay, my wonderful advisor...I use the term "wonderful" loosely. It was supposed to be an "art screening". We were supposed to bring our best artwork and our best lesson plans. I lugged everything down to the Bondurant center and turned out he didn't even want to see anything. Basically, he just told me how things were ( Read more... )

Well, I'm still here...still going through the motions. I'm standing on the edge of a cliff. There is the ledge that I've been planning on jumping too since Junior year, the one that I feel will most get me a job...then there is the other ledge that leads to nothing but the unknown and no job security really. Then there is neither and just jumping ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I don't like anyone and nobody likes me...Usually, more that everyone hates me, because I'm paranoid. I've been so angry lately. Then people go and act stupid or don't follow through and I just...it's infuriating. Friday I went to get in my car to go home and found someone had scrapped the shit out of the back left side of my ( Read more... )

Well, I just got back from Kentucky. There and back in one weekend, I feel as if I have been thrown through a time warp and somehow miraculously landed back here. Ma Kirk passed away this Thursday. She had been suffering for a long time so I keep trying to console myself with the fact that she isn't anymore. I wish we could always go out peacefully ( Read more... )

My Japanese Grandma had a heart attack yesterday and doctor's only say it's a matter of time that she will pass...:( and with her a part of me. My only comfort is that she won't suffer anymore...

I can't take anymore sadness.

~_~

Wheee I am le tagged, not once but twice. ;) oh yeah ( Read more... )

I'm sorta at the point where I know I should go to bed and or finish the homework that is due tomorrow but I can't bring myself to do either. I survived the first week of classes (barely) and this week seems to be turning out better. Last week I had a hell of a time switching classes, got charged for a parking ticket I didn't get and had to deal ( Read more... )

So, I'm thinking maybe I should just start a new LJ or something...maybe one where I can write like lighthearted crap that more people can read than this heavy depressing thing. Someone :P is wanting me to posts blogs on myspace instead...my only problem with livejournals and myspace blogs is I feel like a lot of times, the less people know about ( Read more... )

I feel like I go through periods in my life where I sleep well, feel good, exercise work out, conquer the things I need to do with ease (pretty much), I don't get that hungry and life is good. Then I go through whatever the hell I'm going through now, for no reason really...there are a few things bothering me but nothing I feel is essential to ( Read more... )