"When I was younger I hated going to weddings... it seemed that all of my aunts and the grandmotherly types used to come up to me, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, 'You're next.' They stopped that crap after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals."

Im letting my old ways slip ( Read more... )

No one is hurt so much unless he/she has loved so much.

I try to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake
but my world is half asleep
I'm praying

for this heart to be unbroken
but without you all I'm going to be is
incomplete

Everyone is leaving me. Im angry, I can't help it. Life causes me to become upset, everyone leaves me, saying you have no reason to be angry, stop getting upset over little things. Well, telling me doesn't make the fact go away. I need help. I need to be comforted, I need to feel as if its alright to be angry and that someone can help me. Don't ( Read more... )

Weeeeeh! Im bored. Yep, I finally got the internet to work at my mother'
s office. So from 2:00om (time I get off work) from 5:00pm(time mother gets off work) i'll be here. So most likely i'll be updating more. More then I want to but my fingers make me.

SATDAY Robbie rob, mother, father and I went to da movies. Yippy. We saw the zombie movie.. I ( Read more... )

Well, i've just got back from my dearest's place. My parents love to make me feel quilty, which is at the moment how I am feeling..My parents keep on saying, "We don't hardly get to see you anymore." "Wow, we have a teenage daughter living here?" "Spend more time at home." "Don't you ever think about how we feel when you are gone all the time?" ( Read more... )

Welly well well. Been a while since i've updated. A lot has happen but simply im to lazy to update what has been happening. At this moment im waiting for Robert to come and pick me up, which was suppost to be at 5.. im looking out the window like every min.. *runs and checks*... now its 6 and yet he has not come. Well, friday I worked til 3 and had ( Read more... )

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Wow.. nothing has really happend today.. so why am I updating. No reason just bored and I have nothing eles to do. Well yesterday I went to my mother office, Michele camp and then Robert came. Fun fun. Went into the room with no lights it was kinda spooky and Robert was acting silly as well as Michy. They seemed to like each other a good bit. ( Read more... )