i had this minor epiphany this morning about the "high caliber" of people that attend mt holyoke... i had never really bought into that idea before, nor had I really experienced it as a generalizable truth about the college ( Read more... )

procrastinating...need to read more, and hopefully hang out with Jon to have some stimulating talk on "Life," as he put it---if he get's around to calling, and i don't want to call him because right now i feel like he needs to get up the gumption to follow through on this--- and then this evening do some event planning (gawd i need to so bad). I ( Read more... )

so...i keep getting disatisfied with the LJ layout options. I just am trying out "refried paper," whatever that is supposed to be I have no idea. But so far I like it. I always want to make mine look like Katia's for some reason. Oh well. I have no such editing skills at present. did anyone see my MySpace when it had Pegasus all over it? ( Read more... )

i feel sick right now, i'm nauseated by something, probably due to Jon, probably due to lack of proper nutrition, too...i used to be so healthy. it's a beautiful day outside, and a good one for taking my MacBook out to Pioneer Square. But I always feel so insecure writing or typing about personal things in public, even if i KNOW no one else can ( Read more... )

so...i am hosting this study hour in my apartment right now that started at 9:30pm. it's the first one. obviously, i am doing it b/c i am the RA and i have to do community building events. unfortunately for our community, there is only one of me for the whole building which is 5 stories and 50 residencies ( Read more... )

so...health crisis, anyone? i am at greater risk for cervical cancer! luckily, it's a rare disease and a slow moving one, so i will probably not die from it OR even develop it. but still. what's a girl in-love to do? i am contemplating a rather interesting proposition. what if we just try out the relationship in a sex-free enviornment? i ( Read more... )

i dunno a lot. i know i want a beer to top off my glass of wine, but i also know that i am on call and therefore it is most likely unethical that i am drinking AT ALL. i want some brownies, which are now baking. i know that i have cabin fever/am uptight/miss Jon but that i already saw him for several hours today and got a lot out of it. i know ( Read more... )

Jon, you wanted me to get really clear on what my expectations are of you, as a unique individual, and not just as some general idea of a boyfriend ( Read more... )

mini-update on Jon ( Read more... )

ok people, sorry for the information overload vis a vis Jon. ha! i have to laugh at myself, because of something Jon pointed out to me tonight about myself. I don't get peeved, I get pissed; I don't want to tell him something, I neeeeeed to talk to him; I don't just get a little mad, I get angry. I have to sit back and wonder...why don't I know ( Read more... )