"Nessun maggior dolore che ricordarsi del tempo felice nella miseria"

Its weird that the more little real-life successes I have are really just causing me to become more frustrated with school. Lets face it, classes are dumb. They do SO little to prepare you for reality. Thats why school is safe, but its also why it sucks. So, here I am totally procrastinating becuase I have no idea what I'm supposed to teach these ( Read more... )

I realize, sometimes, I like to torture myself.

WHY. whywhywhywhy?

I can't wait for the summer. I'm going to Boston for sure now. Probably just for a week... but maybe I'll just get lost and stay up there for good.

OK, journal. I don't write in you much anymore, so get ready for an unloading of disjointed thoughts ( Read more... )

Since I haven't updated in over a month, I figured it was time to write something. But, there's too much going on and no one cares to read this shit anyway, and I'm too tired/busy to be philosophical ( Read more... )

EVERYTHING started really fast this semester. I already feel behind, but kinda excited... like maybe the busy hellish part of the semester will be over soon and then there will be a lull before finals instead of the constant snowball towards it like normal. We'll see ( Read more... )

AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ( Read more... )

So, for some unknown reason today I woke up COMPLETELY ILL. I felt kinda weird yesterday, but I actually had to call into church/work and tell them I couldn't come. I H~A~T~E doing that!!!!!! Needless to say, the majority of my day has been spent sleeping, or watching movies ( Read more... )

Christmas was better than expected ( Read more... )

So why does one get lonely even when their surrounded by people they love and that love them ( Read more... )