Knowledge only comes when we are able to justify and account for our true beliefs ( Read more... )

Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be filled.

But I hope your soul will love the storms, not fear them

It takes more effort to leave than to stay. I need my loneliness to remind me I have nothing to lose. Sadness will crush me or make me leave where I am like reverse bread crumbs.

And what is it but fragments of your own self you would discard that you may become free?

I had the kind of day I've needed for a long, long time ( Read more... )

It feels like less than two weeks ago I was sitting at my kitchen table in California inhaling blended margaritas trying to kill my anxiety. This is the first time I've had a drink by myself since then. This beer tastes like piss and my slight repulsion to recycled bottles is almost trumping my desire to drink even after taking the walk down to ( Read more... )

Being in control of myself doesn't mean controlling my emotions. That's not possible. My mind doesn't control my body or my body my mind. My mind tries to control every single thing my body does and feels and that's not healthy. I need to listen to the needs of each and find compromise. So when I'm depressed, then bummer, I'm depressed. It doesn't ( Read more... )

It's subtle but it hurts. It says get out of my life and don't communicate with me. It says I don't want to know you. Leaving the country didn't put enough distance between us. He needed to extract me from his life more thoroughly. I'm thinking What'd you go and do that for? but I understand perfectly that it's what he needs to do and that's why ( Read more... )

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