i want to write a whole entry about this ring i bought years ago and what it meant and about body art and about one's place in a social group and age and maturity and experience and about how everyone seems to be coming to similar realisations at the moment, and about only being able to see things when you're ready to, and about not needing to be ( Read more... )

it seems i've started posting again, so, here goes:
To days of inspiration,
Playing hookey, making something
Out of nothing, the need
To express-

To communicate,

To going against the grain...

beginning tuesday, i spent 40 hours shut away from the world with three lovely boys (?) on rotation, and three movies full of glitter and music and angst.  40 ( Read more... )

i sat at the dinner table last night and discussed how my housemate is growing into the way she used to be, how maybe that was the real her, that the her that the friend from highschool who didn't go to her college who visited for thanksgiving sees might be closer to the real her than she thought. it's superficial things like he no longer wearing ( Read more... )

in other news, i just remembered i had this (and other) photo(s) on my work computer, and that i'd like to share it with y'all.

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a casual aquaintance of mine who i mainly know as the fag hag to the current LGBT 'president' (used loosely) works behind the counter int the college shop.

vada:
(thoughts in italics)

casual aquaintance: so, what've you been up to?
me: uh, working mainly, applied to grad school...
c.a.: what's that? (ok, fair enough, i'm not actually american, i' ( Read more... )

is it wrong that i'd quite like to be, or at least sound like...no, be, Lil' Chris?

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yeah, so those things, they were symptoms of something larger. a something that has now been cut out. apparently things are better off this way, in fact, i think it's better to not be together than to try and be when we're not both comfortable. just kinda thought i should mention that this has happened.

( stolen from kitty on myspace through boredom )

a million and one things have happened, and more people know about it or are involved in it than should be.  and i don't know where to start because i don't know how much to tell or in what order or what's important and what's not any more.  i don't have to worry so much about there not being a record if i don't lj any more, a dear friend has ( Read more... )