Longbough, "Do you think that after all the people we've maimed and killed, taking one baby from it's mother really matters in God's eyes ( Read more... )

I'm in a really mixed up way right now. My body is exhausted, I haven't really slept in going on two weeks. There's so much on my mind, again...as usual. So here's a vent/bitch session for all the world to see ( Read more... )

The 11th came and went. Thanks to those of you in the know that called to check on me. I handled it better than I thought I would, of course given the insanity of the night before I suppose my mind was elsewhere. I haven't really slept since then though. It's like, if I go to sleep, I feel there's something horrible waiting for me. That doesn' ( Read more... )

The pool party is this weekend. I figure I might as well get all the intelligence out of my system now so that I may make unwise decisions for the next two days. Erikk came by. It proved to be an interesting visit ( Read more... )

In the spirit of the holiday which is now upon us, if you could call it a holiday, I shall dictate my final testiment for all those to see ( Read more... )

I feel like I should have done more with tonight... I mean I don't have to work until 3 tomorrow... I'm moving out in a week... So I shouldn't have spent the night on my ass doing nothing. But I'm tired damnit. This slovenly body of mine is not used to working full time. I have blisters. It makes me a sad panda. And the slips... I'm clumsy ( Read more... )

I'm not upset. Really I'm not. It's not a bout of depression or any kind of sense of unhappiness I'm going through. Really, not this time. I'm just so frustrated with my personal life. And people. And I just don't know what to do with myself. God I just want to write...that's all. I don't want to chase leads or cover breaking news. I want ( Read more... )

In an effort to keep this semi-regular, here's an update ( Read more... )

Graduation was last weekend. I didn't know I was going to be losing so many people to the real world. That's scary. In a year and a half it's going to be me getting the release... Cause I'm not walking that damn line either hahaha ( Read more... )

I'm confused. And there's really no other way to describe my current mindset. I just don't know what I want. At all. I don't know what I want to do, where I want to go, if I want to be with someone, if I like butterscotch ice cream anymore. I just don't know ( Read more... )