So Balanced_entity in retrospect was a really emo livejournal name.

To be fair it was very appropriate when I made a livejournal as a metalhead to rant about how bright the sun was.

However i've moved on. No longer does my hair stand four feet tall with the ability to be broken off and spear a man to death.
Neither can anything I adorn be used as a ( Read more... )

So it's been a pretty intense week ( Read more... )

I try to stand, but I am week. My hands reach the ground so that my lips may touch the heavens, but my legs give out and ground me all the more. Dust and blood drip down my face. A tear drops, my arms give out, I taste the bottom. It's cold. It's night. I say nothing coherent, nor am I anything of coherence. I am broken and weak.  I  cannot stand, ( Read more... )

Kurt Vonnegut you shall be missed.

1922-2007

It's been a trying couple of weeks but after some days of intense reflecting and seeing the people from my past i've regrasped reality ( Read more... )

I've fallen ( Read more... )

Fuck ( Read more... )

Nostalgia reigns down from the clouds of high heavens. I hate rain but I'm standing outside with my hood down, looking up. Memories splash my face and roll down getting stuck along my beard in empty fields that possibly don't exist. It doesn't matter what I'm holding in my hand, because I'm holding it, looking up, in this field, standing alone. ( Read more... )

If I've learned anything it's that existing is the hardest thing just next to not existing ( Read more... )

I had something very profound to say ( Read more... )