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It's such a shock to me to see how much I have wasted this past year ( Read more... ) -
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Currently reading The Metamorphosis, a novella by Franz Kafka ( Read more... ) -
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I just got back from Philadelphia & visiting Jables. It was really wonderful to visit with him again, & it's also really lovely to have a brother that is more like a friend than anything else. I have not been myself lately, or more so in fact, I have not been myself in a really long time & am now finally "breaking out". I really could not ask for a ( Read more... ) -
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I'm moving to Colorado Springs, Colorado. -
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I have never felt more alive. Waking at four-thirty in the morning, watching dawn & listening to the eruption, the song, of birds. I have never wanted to expand myself in so many ways. I have never before felt more confidence in myself till now, & I will not be boxed ( Read more... ) -
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Talking has never been this difficult before. I avoid the thought of having to call him just as much as the action. I just want to be left alone. I want my own life. I don't want my cards played for me. I don't want to get married at twenty. I don't want to be dragged into philosophy for the rest of my life. I don't want to have someone "hovering" ( Read more... ) -
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Last night I bent over to pick up my idiotic dog Frank, because he was being bad, & somehow I managed to ram my right eye into something & damage it. I couldn't open it for an hour or more, and this morning I noticed how everything looked a little blurry. I then decided to close my left eye & see what everything looked like through my right one, ( Read more... ) -
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Today has been one of those days that I decided to sleep in to eleven forty-five & unleash zero will power to do anything, especially when it came to homework. I never thought five hours of sleep at night for a week would catch up with me this hard. & it's not that I didn't go to bed when I should have to or just stayed up all night, because I ( Read more... ) -
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I can't even begin.
it's hard to accept that everything just keeps going.