i hate packing.

but i love leaving for a few days.

except there will have to be a cleaning spree when i get back.

most amazing birthday ever.

i now have a deep fryer in my life. i'm going to fry everything i can possibly think of that is in my kitchen right now. starting with zucchini.

oh yeah, and i got flowers at dinner. everyone stared. it was amazing.

if you have a car for sale or know someone who does, please let me know. the camry has finally kicked it ( Read more... )

i'm bored and it makes me act irrational.

i hate that i pick stupid fights.

and i hate that he doesn't understand why i'm doing it.

"But now that crazy-making chapter of your life story is coming to an end. No more ( Read more... )

i'm getting sick. i can feel it in my throat. gross ( Read more... )

i wish this (http://atlanta.craigslist.org/mis/227555360.html) was for me.

i need too much attention. i want some kind of grand gesture. i set my expectations way too high. always to be disappointed.

need a vacation.

all of a sudden i've backtracked on the developmental scale in relation to my peers. strange how this happens out of nowhere. especially the high school friends--so many babies in carrollton right now. but things are good, really good, so i guess i'm not complaining?

tonight was pretty much pain ( Read more... )

need someone who's not close to talk to. secrets eat you up inside.