just woke up from a crazy long dream that i was at my granny's house in virginia. it was current--if anything i was older in the dream than i am now. my parents had moved back up there too, and i had this sudden realization that if i didn't go to see her right then i wouldn't get to see her again, so i flew up and spent the weekend with her. she ( Read more... )

i'm lonely.

but i'm still not calling, and it'll be ok. at least i can be proud of myself too.

Sagittarius (Nov 22 - Dec 21)

Although you might be stressed from a variety of relationship situations, they are showing you a path back to your own issues.

no shit. thanks for the update.

eric's having a baby. i'm not ( Read more... )

for me today:

You might have been living in a fantasy world recently. It may have related to imagining yourself with a specific partner that is a complete mismatch. Today is a reminder to be happy with what you have.

though i don't really believe horoscopes, this is pretty much impeccable timing.

when did it all get so complicated??? i thought right now was supposed to be fun ...

it was easier to accept the finality of it before we actually had the conversation. now i'm more sad than i was before.

starting over. alone again. this fucking sucks.

except maybe i'll finally get my act together and get a job or something.

yeah, it still sucks.

i dreamed i had an awful sunburn. spring fever hits hard.

also. i should probably cut back on my drinking significantly, and soon, before i completely kill my liver.

i feel like maybe if i lived closer to town i'd be able to take better care of rico.

and then i wouldn't have to give him away.

and also i could ride my bike to work.

cross your fingers that i get a sweet job soon :)