I've spent nearly fou years loving a guy that I don't have a great connection with and it took me those nearly four years to realize that. Is that sad?  Am i a sad individual for not realizing that? For lying to myself for that long?
     Sometimes...just enough doesn't cut it.  Deffinetly not.
Steven is a great guy. Okay...established a long time ( Read more... )

      I hydroplaned a hundred feet coming home Sunday morning and guess what time it was: 5:55AM. I rest my case that fives are EVIL!!! On the other hand...elevens are very lucky. My favorite time of day? 11:11 ( Read more... )

I was going to create a myspace account but that just seems like a big crowded website for me.  So here I am...trying to pick up where I left off. So much has changed. Read on for an elaboration ( Read more... )

 I'M BACK!!! wow. I have'nt been on my livejournal in eons!

Steven spent the weekend at my house and we had a sweet innocent time and then when we went back to his place, we had a sexy, sensationally, undeniable HOT TIME!!! *takes a breather ( Read more... )

I've cried so much today ( Read more... )

I've been incredibly unfair to Chelsesa. I'm so sorry for going off on her.
Someone commented on what I wrote about her...after I already had planned to delete the heartless blog that I wrote about her...and they are so right.
I love Chelsea and I should have respected her feelings, no matter what.
I'm sorry Chelsea.

1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady ( Read more... )

Ah...the love and peace that I'm feeling right now is equivilant to fall when the sun always stays out from the shadows of the clouds ( Read more... )