i dont think ill be writing very much anymore... i dont have internet what can i say. but for an update im sooooo bored even tho i have done everything possible for a teenager except drive. whatever, been chilling with my homies from bball, my boyfriend, and and two friends from ss. its ok i guess. i tnk i found a new friend with benefits too haha ( Read more... )

I'm a BITCH.

I just am.

MY LIFE: Boyfriend is pissing me off. Friends are pissing me off. School is pissing me off. My mom is pissing me off. AND ESPECIALLY my fucking cell phone is pissing me off.

But most of all..... Someone is makin me happy.

omg sex songs are in my head and i cant control them... because i like them ( Read more... )

well... i dont know. thursday last i chilled at T's house for like, ever. then i got my bmx hell yeah its tyte. friday went to the football game and it was ok i guess then i went to the fair with tanya and jeff and omg tanya is so fuckin funny all the time cept shes sick right now so shes even more stupid. saturday i chilled at home for hours then ( Read more... )

wtf every fucking time i fuckin write somthin in this piece of shit fuckin kike bitch ass journal it never comes up and then i dont feel like writing anything again.
my week or whatever=good. homies=good. bball=good. home=stupid. santasu=stupid. boyfriend=good.

im out fuck this i wanna go smoke some weed with T

I remember back on that tragic day, my phone rung,
and Bizarre's voice tellin' me, Bugz was gone home.
It was like a knife piercing my chest and I couldn't breathe,
I didn't wanna accept it, didn't wanna believe it.
And I swear with this weight dawg, I cried so hard
literally, Denaun had to carry me to the car.While I stand in this booth now its ( Read more... )

damn i had a good weekend. cant remember friday or saturday, I bet iwas with Tanya tho ( Read more... )

to keep a long story short ( Read more... )

i been thinkin bout this and fuck, why am I apologising to you? It's not like I didnt enjoy what I did, I dont regret enjoying it at all. Maybe I regret makin you even more miserable than you already seem to be, but thats about it. And fuck you for judging me on one thing i did, youre a fuckin hypocrite. I've always been so nice to you, so good to ( Read more... )

This song and the next to the person I betrayed. Somehow just the way I feel now... or feel about how i felt ( Read more... )